In my quest to play more freely & "off the cuff," I have found that I really enjoy creating instrumentals. Especially in the Peaceful Piano & Meditative Piano styles. It's so many things for me. Relaxing, calming, freeing, creative, & fun. Songwriting is something that never ever even crossed my mind as something that I wanted to pursue.
Next step is to apply this effortless thought process to honing my riffing skills. Things still seem so forced for me in this department. I need to stop thinking so much & just let go.